Bad Night: Worse Morning

Put my heart on my sleeve... wore it for everyone to see...
Dropped it in the mud...
Playing games with someone who no longer sees my use...

Here to pick up the pieces subjected to the abuse...
On Jose, Jack, Jim and Grandad...
To the roof tops we fly...
Drown away Drown away all...

Smashed, and obliterated I fall...

I wake next to her and it all makes sense...

This is ROCK BOTTOM!

CIGARS BOOZE AND FUCK YOU'S

The powers that be want to make it illegal to smoke within 25 feet of a smoke free building. They have already mad it illegal to smoke in a drinking hall known as a BAR… where people of consenting age go to consume strong drink and complete other tasks of debauchery. This new bill, I think is ridiculous. Some nitpicking soccer moms got mad that they went to a bar to get drunk and fuck a complete stranger and they had to smell cigarettes... I think this is another form of discrimination. I can see banning smoke in places that are not affiliated with booze, like offices, restaurants, train stations and bus terminals and doctors offices but why bars? In bars I think it is a dumb idea because bars are for debauchery... aka sex drugs and rock and roll… Lemmie' get a scotch and hold the lung cancer....Here is to cirrhosis of the liver… May it never be a social stigmatism!

The main argument for the ban is the bartenders have to deal with it…
WELL GUESS WHAT…. FUCK THEM... they want clean air let them become forest rangers…but then they will have to ban forest fires because nature gives you the black lung…

I will smoke right out front of these smoke free buildings with my middle finger up and a lawyer videotaping the incident… NO… I'll get some old fucker that's 92 years old, smokes every day of his life and have him fucking a hooker downing bourbon while puffing on a two foot cigar while chewing tobacco… I'll be there laughing hysterically when he launches his chaw on some big-tittied intern with her boobs hanging out and her placid Viagra chomping CEO feeling up her skirt taking money from his employees pension fund…

Fuck society NOW I WANNA SMOKE! That's right…fuck them if they think they can tell me I can't smoke outside…2nd amendment allows me to carry a gun... why can't I carry a stogie… well you can carry one....your just going to be shot if you smoke it… So I'll carry a flare-gun and a cigar... smoking with the flare-gun poking out my pants and a little sign that says, "In case of censorship emergency break silence and pull trigger!"

THIS IS AMERICA DAMN IT I CAN SAY WHAT I WANT
... oh wait that was banned in the patriot act...

Monday - 3:15am

Death rains black tears over the soft white of the young bride. A day of glory shattered by the hissing sound of a passing bullet.
The distant screams wafting over the young child as it claws at it's new found world. No longer entrapped in the warm belly of the mother the infant reaches into utter nothingness of knowledge.
As the flush mother next door sleeps off the pain, the man infront of me takes his last breath of sweet air. His lungs no longer filters coal, and he no longer has to march into the depts of hell to watch the canary fall.
Upon the table lay the bird, the family gathers in the puppetry of family. They pray without saying anything and eat without peace. The heart of the woman is to stop years after the man is beneath her in utter silence, yet she suffers.
The cycle of stopping can only begin when it starts. There is to be no end to the ending and we do not comprehend the beginning....
And you ask... WHY THE FUCK AM I STILL UP?!