here and now

 Where do we begin to heal?

When do we begin to heal?

 

How do we reconcile with our amends being made?

How do we love, while being hurt?

How do we forgive our trespassers, within the moment of agression?

How do we forgive those who take time from us?

When do we begin to forgive?

In a moment of desire we cannot forgive a person.

We may desire a moment of their time.

We may desire their love.

We may desire their touch, their kiss, their very presence in the room.

We may desire their death, harm, malice and pain.

No matter the form.

One cannot forgive those whom one desires.

So forgiveness comes from apathy?

A moment devoid of desire?

Is forgiveness the absence of desire?

I do not desire you, or your suffering.

I do not desire your attention or your kiss.

I do not desire your friendship nor your company.

I do not desire to look at you, hear you, feel you or perceive you.

But still I cannot forgive you...

 

So when do we forgive?

What do we need to forgive?

What love exists that allows us to forgive what shall happen as well as what has happened?

What love creates this moment, only for us to suffer it?

How do we forgive and love the person without desire?

How do we love without desire?

How do we answer these questions without the interference of god?