I hope

I hope my words fail me
I hope my pencil breaks
I hope the Pabst breaks my brain

I hope the pie on the windowsill stays warm
I hope I remain for a while longer
I hope I hope I hope

I hope the girl in blue smiles again

Q n' A

Questions:

Who is this guy
Sitting, drinking swill
from our shallow well?
Spending unearned monies
Watching relationships fail
Across the water logged rotting bar.

Watching people
Hating people

Who is this guy
Sitting there
Dreaming of his wanted girl?

Answers:

I am he who cannot doubt I am.
Saving my precious unearned money,
Marinating in cheap whiskey watching the yuppies lose
To the drunks in the game of life.
I am he who cannot realize the power of humility.
I am he who can no longer doubt that I am.