It's not fair
a twist of the spine
a wrench of the heart

a level of untruth,
a mixture of fear and anxiety
it makes you crumble
and makes you weak

and all was created
to make the other seem stronger
a passing of a sickness
from one to another

where in the soul
does this impurity breed
why does it wish to watch
the other bleed

ifI could I would give you the world
but I am not capable
and for that I cannot apologize
for it is not my role in this world
nor is it my duty
and for my tears
a shallow victory

I know my failures and my weaknesses
they sit in my stomach eating their fill
my heart heavy and my eyes sore

this bleak moment
pitched a whole month black

I know not from where this storm came
but from a mixture of fear and anxiety

it's not fair
the twist of the spine
the wrenching of the heart
it's not fair to be so cruel