The State of me

The state of me is diminishing...
There is no more I can do to bring it back...
There is no rest, no time for sleep or even fishing...
There is something missing, something I lack...
The world is chaos and I with it...
Bringing the hate of others into my life was a mistake..
Feeling like my life is walking through shit...
Bosses that are unreal, friends who are fake...
The State of me is down and out...
The State of Me is a magicless carpet...
A child who can only frown and pout...
A color that has faded, water that is not wet...
I AM PISSED!